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Willkommen im Haunted & Holy. Hier kannst du deinen Charakter spielen, wie du es dir vorstellst. Wir lieben Freiheiten & Geschichten, die unkonventionelles Denken fördern. Dieses Guidebook beinhaltet alle Informationen, die du für die Teilnahme an unserem RPG benötigst.

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Willkommen in Nordamerika! Hier findest du die Prärien, dichten Wälder, schneebedeckten Gipfel und pulsierenden Städte Nordamerikas. Das Hauptaugenmerk liegt auf New York, der Stadt die niemals schläft. Pulsierend und frei ist die Ostküste heute die Heimat vieler übernatürlicher Wesen. Aber auch New Orleans & Vancouver bieten viele interessante Möglichkeiten.
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Die geschichtsträchtigen Städte Europas ziehen mit ihrer Vielfalt und ihrem Zauber alle Blicke auf sich. Rom, Sitz des Vatikans, thront majestätisch als Herz der Christenheit, während Bukarest als Heimat der Vampire eine dunklere Faszination ausstrahlt. St. Petersburg verführt mit seiner kaiserlichen Pracht, London begeistert mit seiner Mischung aus Tradition und Moderne – und vielen Geheimnisse.
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Asien ist ein Kontinent voller Kontraste und Kulturen, exemplarisch dargestellt in Städten wie Kyoto und Shanghai. Kyoto, das Herzstück des traditionellen Japans, ist berühmt für seine gut erhaltenen Tempel, ruhigen Zen-Gärten und farbenfrohen Geisha-Viertel. Shanghai hingegen ist das glitzernde Symbol des modernen Chinas, bekannt für seine atemberaubende Skyline, futuristische Architektur und pulsierendes Geschäftsleben.
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Alle anderen Kontinente der Erde sowie die endlosen Dimensionen der Hölle und die süße Umarmung des Himmels. Vielleicht hast du dich auch in der Limbo oder in der Leere des arkanen Zaubers einer sehr talentierten Hexe verirrt.
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Come home
... oder klassisch Nebenplay. Die Vergangenheit oder Zukunft eurer Charaktere. Oder eine ganz andere Zeit, Setting, Realität. In diesem Forum sind euch keine Grenzen gesetzt!
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The End's Beginning
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